Wednesday, November 24, 2004 @1:12 AM
hey pple... how r u pple feelin?.. hope u all r fine.. unlike me...i've been sick eversince the LTC camp...i did went to see the doc....(cuz many of my frens forced me to)..and....sigh... i guess my condition is really bad.. the doc wants me to go to hospital to go for a full check up...just like wat my dad told me, the doc also said i may have sm kind of infection in my lungs causin me to cough alot and really bad... sigh... smtimes i can see dat my life is endin soon..i juz dunnoe... well if really GOD wants me to go, den i will...hmm.. well.. i hope u pple, esp to my frens and family, PLS tk care of ur health.. dun want u pple to end up like me.... till den...bye...
WHEN TOMMORROW STARTS WITHOUT ME
When tomorrow starts without me,
and I'm not there to see.
If the sun should rise and find your eyes,
all filled with tears for me.
I wish so much you wouldn't cry,
the way you did today.
While thinking of the many things,
we didn't get to say.
I know how much you love me,
as much as I love you.
And each time you think of me,
I know you'll miss me too.
But when tomorrow starts without me,
please try to understand.
That an angel came and called my name,
and took me by the hand.
And said my place was ready,
in heaven far above.
And that Id have to leave behind,
all those I dearly love.
But as I turned to walk away,
a tear fell from my eye.
for all my life I always thought,
I didn't want to die.
I had so much to live for,
so much left to do.
It almost seemed impossible,
that I was leaving you.
I thought of all the yesterdays,
the good ones and the bad.
I thought of all the love we shared,
and all the fun we had.
If I could relive yesterday,
for even just a while.
Id say good bye and kiss you,
and maybe see you smile.
But then I fully realized,
that this could never be.
For emptiness and memories,
would take the place of me.
And when I thought of worldly things,
I might miss come tomorrow.
I thought of you and when I did,
my heart was filled with sorrow.
But when I walked though heavens gates,
I felt so much at home.
When God looked down and smiled at me,
from his great Golden throne.
He said This is eternity,
and all I've promised you.
Today your life on earth is past,
but here starts anew.
I promise no tomorrow,
but today will always last.
And since each days the same way,
theres no longing for the past.
You have been so faithful,
so trusting and so true.
Though there were times you did some things,
you knew you shouldn't do.
But you have forgiven,
and now at last your free.
So wont you came and take my hand,
and live my life with me?
So when tomorrow starts without me,
don't think we're far apart.
For every time you think of me,
I'm right here is your heart.
PS: If im really gone, pls tk care of urselves ya. Pls dun cry and be sad. Its juz dat its time for me to go. If u ever miss me, just look up at the stars and talk to them, i'll always be up there listening to you. tk care to all i dearly love..